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spells from the shadows

by Alexandra "Ahlay" Blakely

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    Here are 9 new songs that were crafted between Spells from the Unknown and WAILS: Songs for Grief. They were crafted in a deep dive into shadow work and attempts at integrating the "NOT ME's." Your purchase comes with a .pdf version of the zine that includes lyrics and the stories behind each song.
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1.
keep it open 02:48
"what if this wound is a portal to my soul and i'm being called to keep it open?" (bill plotkin) "they say shame settles in the places we don't speak" (francis weller) "so i'll speak for them and keep it open" (ahlay) "what if this wound is waiting to become sacred, through staying open?" (ahlay)
2.
shadow creek 01:54
i can hear you shadow i can feel you shadow walking, walking with me what mystery has yet to be revealed to me? what can i not see yet from where i am standing? take me off the throne off all i've ever known about myself and offer it to death m-m
3.
oh can you hear it? calling on mystery calling on spirit calling on the unknown we're calling you to hear it we are singing for the healing of the soul to be reminded we're a part of it all tiny little part tiny little part tiny little part we're a part of it all... we cannot do this alone
4.
what is it like to live in your body? what is it like to carry those stories? of your ancestors and of these times what is it like to be you?
5.
what if the parts of you that bother me are actually a part of me that i don't want to see? what if the parts of you i wish i could be are actually a part of me with whom i've yet to agree? what if everywhere i look literally is a relfection of me staring back at me how would i live differently? how would i live differently? how would i live differently? how would i live differently?
6.
ily music 01:44
7.
surrender 02:26
oh surrender surrender to this you've already jumped into the abyss so surrender surrender to this you've already jumped into the abyss there is no defying gravity there is no denying agony
8.
both things are true i choose to go and i love you both things are true both things are true both things are true + they can be contradicting truths both things are true both things are true what can exist between the binaries that we have set? both things are true both things are true what can emerge between these polarizing words? both things are true both things are true
9.
you do not carry this all alone no you do not carry this all alone this is way too big for you to carry this on your own so, you do not carry this all alone

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released November 1, 2023

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Alexandra "Ahlay" Blakely Seattle, Washington

ahlay (alexandra blakely) is a dreamer of Whale, Tsunami, and Rain, an apprentice to Lightning and Fire, an artist, singer- songwriter, community organizer and soul guide in training. She is a descendent of Ashkenazi, Scandinavian and British folk and a commitment to breaking the cycles of intergenerational trauma both caused and endured by her ancestors. ... more

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